Sunday, May 29, 2005

Tired...

I'm tired...

Posting this blog from my workplace... Not much of a official work la... More of helping the family out la... On a Sunday!!! On a cool, lazy Sunday!! Blogging from a faraway place called BoonLay... Arrgh... I'm suppose to be sleeping at home... Lazying around etc... But... Never mind... Sigh...

And for your info... I'm not suppose to use the internet in the office.. Ha... So I'm actually blogging illegally...

Anyway, I just celebrated my 2 months with my boy!! :D Surprised me with 3 big lilies that day... Wasn't having a good day that day, but all thanks to his surprise with the help of my dear friend, Jun Jun, was cheered up... Thanks dear and Jun Jun... Love you guys dearly...

I'm tired... Dragging my feet to work... Dragging my feet to everywhere... It seems like my feet weighs a ton... Leaving a trace behind me every step I take... But seems like my head weighs even heavier... Sighing whenever I can... There're stuffs which I know I've to settle... But... For now, let me take some time off... Off from everything... And get a breather...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Ramblings...

It's been a long time since I last blogged! Almost a month already! And from my previous post, very soon it'll be my second monthlysary... Hehe... Time flies...

Update of my life since my previous post... I've finally finished with my dreaded exams... FINALLY!! Yeah! Ha... Have been slacking ever since... Meeting up with friends to make up for the lost times while preparing for exams... Went to many gatherings... Each consist of different groups of friends of mine... Most went well... So well that I forgot how much I've missed them till I went for the gathering... :)
But... Life isn't perfect... There are a few which turn out to be quite a disappointment... Maybe the time gap had already made a difference in our friendship...

From these whole events, it made me realised something. Apparently, friendships comes in 2 kinds. There're those which could withstand time gaps and still stand strong with just once in a blue moon meeting. You'll look forward to go whenever there's such a gathering.

However, there're some friendship which require constant contact to keep it strong... Constant meet-ups... Not that it is so weak that it could not withstand the test of time... But... Let's just say that it kind of feel different when we meet up after a long time of absence... It no longer feels the same... I do not know the reason for it... But.. Of course I do hope we could do all we could to make things the same as before... 'Cause, there stuffs which I've been through with these friends which I would never able to get from others... However, it has to be a two-way traffic... Same as relationship... It takes two to clap... It would be of no use if I'm the only one trying to make this to work...

'Nuff said on my friendships... Talking about relationship... Hmmm... It's soon going to go into the Big 2!! 2 months la... Ha... Things are going fine... We're actually planning a trip overseas soon... It's not our first trip together... Went Bintan last year... Was a good trip... Erm... If you are wondering... Yeah... We went to Bintan on the basis that we're still best pals... Ha... So the upcoming trip would be the first trip we go as a couple! I've been quite excited about this whole trip, even though it is still at it's planning stage.. Ha... Nothing concrete has been set... Not even the destination...

And talking about the destination... Was deciding between Bali or Bangkok... For my case... Of course it's Bali... For those who've been there... You know what I mean... Bali... It's fabulouso!! Ha... It's everything... At least for me... The 3 S-es, the shopping, the nightlife, the volcano, the paddyfield, the culture... It's the full package!

But... As you see it's a trip as a couple... I can't just neglect my boy's opinion and feelings... And most importantly, his financial status... And it seems like Bangkok would be of a better deal for him... So... As much as I want to go back to Bali, it seems like Bangkok is THE place for us... Trying to convince myself by blog-surfing on those who went Bangkok and had their lovely pictures of the Land of Smiles... Bangkok... It's a shopping paradise! We could live like kings there! Eat and shop and eat and shop! Ha! Mah Boon Krong... Here we come! :D

So whichever case, I need to leave this place... DESPERATELY! I'm drowning here... I need the break from everything... Be it Bali, Bangkok or even Kuala Lumpur... I NEED TO LEAVE THIS SMALL DOT! Ha... So till then, I'll try to update more often... And not squeeze everything into 1 post... Sorry to have such a long one this time... Promise to keep my post short and sweet next time... Till then... Ciaoz!~