How I wish

By shutting up my feelings from you, I thought I could shut myself from the harm you give.

But once again, the reality hits me.

The pain comes from within. And it will go on till the end of time.

With you in my blood, I have no choice but to accept.

All I could do is to pray that one day all these could end with you out of my life.

How I wish

Blabberings~

Heyo!~

Been a while since the last update. Many things had happen.

For one change, at least, is that I'm currently EMPLOYED once again.

I love my job, for now.

Get to meet new people everyday, meet with different challenges.
I love the adrenaline pumping when I'm nearing to close a deal.
And also hate the part when I don't get any viewings for a week.

But it's all about luck & numbers.

Exciting time for career wise.

However, on a personal level, things aren't looking too rosy.

Maybe it's me.

Maybe it's him.

Maybe it's Pedro.

Maybe... Maybe...

Gotta work it out. For it meant a great deal to many.

Will continue update... Cos it seems like I need a venting arena.

Meanwhile, Take care my friends...

I'm fine...

Updates!!!

Hellooo!!!

Been so long! So many had happen. So many people came and go during these past few months. So just a quick update

1) Graduated from NUS...

2) Went to Bali and HK for my "Graduation trip"...

3) Started working with AMEX...

4) Got my beloved Golden Retriever...
Little PEDRO

5) KS came back...

6) Went Bangkok to celebrate Baby's Bday!

7) Got my Driving License...

8) Ended my contract with AMEX...

9) Ah ee came back for CNY and left...

10) Me unemployed for almost 2 months...

Yup... That's about it. A year worth of updates.
Of course there were more to it. But let's be foward thinking... Shall we?

Oh just to let you know, I did this post while in a lecture in NUS. And yes, I've graduated from the "Prestigious NUS". That's just one of the stuffs you do when you are unemployed and got a studying boyfriend. Sigh...

I hate my life at this moment.