What I don't know won't kill me...

Is there some things in your life that you wish you hadn't know? Live in a world of ignorant... Wish you didn't know what happened, wish that it didn't happen...

I'm now at such a situation... There're some things I don't want to know and I don't wish to know... Maybe because subconciously I hoped it didn't happen... Many would say this is a cowardly way of doing things...
Refuse to face the music...

But, what I don't know won't kill me... Let me live in ignorance... For it is at least I chose to be in for now...

However, as much as I want to run away from it...
I still know...

Got to know what I didn't want to know in the first place...
Got to see what I don't want to see...

Got hurt as a result... Feeling terrible... So this is what they meant when they say "broken heart"... I can truly feel it... The pain in me, is like someone stabbing me... Onto the very core of me...

It hurts like shit, but there's no one to turn to... For it's my journey... Something I've to go through myself... Got to walk out this whole mess to make a stronger Me...

But till then, bear with my ramblings... For I can foresee more to come...