The New Year...

It's a brand new year!! And it seems like the new year started out with a bang already...

For one, the tsunami disaster that took place... I almost teared just by looking at the scenes of people dying and crying at places so near us... I wished I could do more... But... There's always buts in life.. Sigh... So for now... All I could do is to pray for these lost souls our there... May you rest in peace...

Let's have a minute for the victims of these calamity...

Ok... It's the new year... I shall not dwell too much on the unhappy events around us... Though I truly hope that people stop dying and make the world a better place to live in... Anyway, coming back to the new year... Before we embark and embrace the new year we should always do some reflections on the past year... So here I am doing some sort of personal reflections... Please don't mind me...

2004... Hmmm... It's been a interesting year for me... Believed I grew up alot during this year... Learnt and experienced many life-changing moments... For one, my great-grandma suddenly passed away 3 weeks ago... Didn't cry till the very last day... Became the top 3 cry-baby of the family (according to my cousins)... Think they had a shock to see me cry till like this because... Trust me... I'm not known for my crying... However, this shows something... My tear duct is still working... Not bad...

Next would be my aunt being relocated to her Tokyo office... My dearest aunt... I can term her as my... Hmmm... "unmother" mother? I treat her as my mother more than my mom... Haha.. Can't blame me... She was there when I needed most... Kind of my mental support... Then, she left... Left this cock-up place for a better place in Tokyo... Feel so happy for her... Finally!! She's living the life she always wanted... Of course I'm sad that she left... But really glad for her... Let's just say life hasn't been good to her till now...

Then, as for my friends... There were ups and downs here and there... The problem with me is that I've many close friends... And I feel sad when I'm not able to give them the care and concern I should be giving as a close friend...

So... To all my friends out there...

I'm sorry if I haven't been there much for you guys... I'll try to be a better friend this year but trust me... You all are always in my mind... And if you guys ever run into some problems or trouble... Don't hesitate to call me... I'll never say no to you all...And will always by your side... Cheers to our friendship!!

Next, though I don't have the perfect happy family... But I still thank God for giving me what I'm having now... I may complain about them every now and then but at the end of the day, they're still my family... They play a part in making up who I am today... So... To all the cock-ups families around... Cheers!!

Lastly, on a personal level... I think after 2004, I should really get more serious in life... Stop procrastinating... Pay more attention to my studies and try to reduce my complains in life... Afterall... We only get to live once...




p.s. 10 more days to adulthood... Cheers!~